Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
Purchasable with gift card
name your price
about
This song was composed in 2022 winter.
lyrics
A life without replacements
代わり映えのない人生
To each day that goes on living
繰り返される日々が
When you're assured that it will repeat itself
続くと確信したとき
And before you know it, it's beating a random pulse.
俺たちは、いつの間にかランダムな脈拍を刻んでいる
I've fallen so far short of my ideal.
理想から大きく外れてしまった
I feel like I'm not myself
全く自分らしくない気がする
Feeling anxious about what lies ahead.
未来に対する不安感
My heart is falling to pieces
俺の心がバラバラになっていくよ
Someone stops me and drags me down
誰かが俺を引きずり落そうとするんだ
I'm in an environment filled with vitriol.
罵詈雑言が飛び交う環境にいる
I'm not supposed to have anything to do with it.
そんなことは、俺に関係ないはずだろ
Why are you bumping into me?
なんで俺にぶつけるんだよ
Sometimes I have to hold their hand
時々あいつらの手を握ってやらなきゃならない
I have to bend over and forgive myself
自分を肯定しなきゃいけないんだ
I've fallen so far short of my ideal.
理想から大きく外れてしまった
I feel like I'm not myself
全く自分らしくない気がする
Feeling anxious about what lies ahead.
未来に対する不安感
My heart is falling to pieces
俺の心がバラバラになっていくよ
But I can't stop my heart from beating
でも心臓の鼓動は止められない
Don't deny what we've been facing
どんな状況にあろうとも拒まないでくれ
Because there's always something only we can do
俺らにしかできないことは必ずあるはずだ
without me all around
たとえそこに俺がいなかろうとも
The alternative pulse is mixed with the real one
偽物だったはずの自分が本物と混ざる
One day when I've turned it all on its head
全てが覆った時、
I'll see where I'm going
あえて自分の行く末を見に行こうと思うんだ
I could find a difference in the repetition of days
日々の繰り返しに違いを見つけられたんだ
Because no one can decide if I'm unhappy or happyness
幸せの判断は誰もできないと気づいたから見つけられたんだと思う
credits
released February 14, 2024
Mix & Recording: Masa (Live House Morgana)
Mastering: hara tomonobu (Cafe au Label STUDIO)
The post-hardcore band’s latest is a reflection on time, memory, death, and grief—and is their dreamiest material to date. Bandcamp Album of the Day Mar 22, 2019
Bracing post-hardcore meets festival-ready rock on the Tokyo band's sharp new EP, mixed and mastered by Will Yip (Turnstile, Title Fight). Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 8, 2024
Boston band featuring members of Have Heart and Basement take their earnest, motivational post-hardcore to thrilling new heights. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 23, 2023
A post-hardcore megalith from the UK: churning guitars, spacey arrangements, and explosive vocals both screamed and sung. Bandcamp New & Notable May 8, 2019